There's this hype going on in facebook since yesterday midnight.

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=253522379887&ref=mf#/group.php?gid=253522379887

These few guys are now famous overnight, thanks to Leonard, HAHAH!

He removed his cbox and other posts and apologizeddddd, can't believe.

Join the group and LOL at it.

Guailan is my seh, so i am guailan.

LMFAO LA!

Counting down, there's only 1 & a half day more to a whole new year.

This year;

- unpleasent incidents happened

- hi-bye friends

- fun

- happiness

- sadness

- quarreled with mum countless times because of small things

- made interesting new friends

- work has been fun

- found out that alot of ppl actually cared for me

(and the list goes on)

I'm thankful for the things that had happened in 2009, be it good or bad things.

Good things are going to be kept as memories, & i've learnt my mistakes from unpleasent things that happened.

I guess it's time for me to do self-reflections & changes before welcoming a whole new year.

New targets, new resolutions (:

* I want to slim down, tmr onwards, regular gym sessions.

4 years ago (notice i don't have ANY eye bags compared to now), i look so plum then.

CURRENT STATE OF MY EYES, look at the eye bags T.T

Small girl then, i'm all grown up! :D

SEE HOW FUCKING SKINNY I WAS????? LOOK AT MY ARMS :(

I WANT BACK MY SIZE A YEAR PLUS AGO, CONFIRM I AM GOING TO SLIM DOWN ALR... Cos' looking back at my past pictures make me feel damn depressed and fat.

My frizzy hair is better to manage now.

Abt 8 months ago, look how fucking fat i am, with the ahlian hair colour, ohmygawd.

This year, my size expanded & contracted like nobody's business.

I want to maintain my weight now, because i don't want ppl going like, "Wah, you lose weight alr ah? (few months later) Eh you put on weight alr is it? (few more months later) Eh you look thinner."

I want to fucking shed off 7kg of fats in at most half a years time, if not i'm going to kill myself.

I'm serious!

* STARTING ANEW

Be right back.

That's my top 2 priorities for now (:

Slutty fish, kept staying there let me take photos. LOL!

Someone tell me wtf this fugly thing is?

Eeeeyer.

Please shoot me dead if i'm ever this fat & baby's ever this ugly. T.T

We were prohibited to take photos or videos in the exhibition hall, so......

Zzzz, the exhibition, i tell you, semangat.

Damn sick & disgusting, at least for the foetus part.

They showed like 3 weeks, 7 weeks, etc.....

Imagine how many babies were killed????!!

At first i was like,

"Omg is it real?!"

"No lah, cannot be, looks plastic, like fake."

"Really? But i can see hair!"

"THERE THERE! I can see nails!"

"Omg baby don't scare me, you said is fake."

"I think is real leh!"

"Huh....... *gives my signature sad face*"

"Omg, wah lao confirm is real lah i can see semi-opened eyes."

"They're dead?"

(& the whining goes on) spent abt 20 mins looking at 8 of them.

Ppl just came & walk past them, stares for 4 secs for each then just went "Wow, it's real", & proceed to other exhibits.

Baby & i were talking & talking & talking abt those dead foetus, can't believe what we were seeing were real.

Suaku -.-

Others were still okay, showed just human bodies & giant squid, giraffe, deer, & literally cross section of everything, which are almost similar to my primary school Science textbooks' graphics.

Giraffe was damn tall, i was standing under it, the eyes are still intact.

My god, i felt so sick & sinful looking at them.

I can "smell" bones & flesh.

Don't know is it me or really have the smell.

But whatever it is, just go for the exhibition, it's definately worth your $20 (:

Going for work now. Bye!

Baby look super cute :D

Aren't we cute?

Lol, i was complaining abt him playing Cafe World & ignoring me, so why did i start too......

I want him to know how it feels like being ignored when i'm playing.

LOL!!!!

I think it took me long enough to find that my pictures are so big that it doesn't even look nice.

Fucking stupid.

From now on, i'll only put medium sized photos, sorry if those big faces pictures scared you :(

I got so many pictures flooding my phone........

But i don't feel like doing anything to them, not putting them into my folders, blog or facebook.

Things aren't going right for me, i feel neglected.

Perhaps from now, i should just focus on my work and stop thinking abt things that're not related to my work.

Baby's career first to him, so i should put my work before him too.

I should re-arrange my priorities now. :(

Unknown date, super overdueeeeeed.

Saw these super tiny snails while we're slacking ouside Macs @ Lot 1.

Fuck mannnnnnnnnz, i hate snalizz.

Because i stepped on one before, i didn't know it, until my mum told me.

I thought i stepped on some nuts which dropped from the trees above us, fuckkkkk it's a giant snail!!!!!

25th November 2009

Met Jun Chen, Simoun, Nicholas Liew, Jia Hui, & some others i don't know one, to celebrate for Nicholas's birthday.

To me, it's like a mini mini primary school mates gathering.

Went Sakura for dinner, then had Swensens' ice-cream cake.

After that went to the hill behind the previous Yishun Library to slack, i feel a little out of place because i didn't know what topic to talk abt, so i went to sit aside.

Jia hui came to talk to me, then after abt half an hour, we went home, i went CCK to find baby.

PARANORMAL ACTIVITY HYPE

Joined in to see what's the hype about, since everyone is talking abt this "Paranormal Activity" on Facebook.

Some people became so paranoid after watching it.

For me, it's like just a normal horror show, but scary because it's in our everyday-life setting.

I only got scared when the girl was dragged out of the bed, & at the end, i cried.

But afterwhile, i don't feel scared already, not to the extend of not dare to sleep alone or bathe, must wait till sunrise, like some.

Cheh, it's quite a disappointment because i expected more, but it's funny, at the same time, boring.

Here's the other ending for this movie:

Disclose.tv Paranormal Activity - Alternate Ending Video

I think this ending is boring.

I rather hear them screaming downstairs than seeing this girl rocking for a whole 30 hours & guy disappearing.

NEXT MOVIE I WANT TO WATCH IS RAGING PHOENIXXXXXXX!!!!!!

I'm a super fan of fighting show, the more violent, the better.

Got blood, best.

I don't feel like a girl, omg.

This blog's posts are super random, i suppose not many ppl read my blog too.

Obviously it's not for entertainment purposes, it's just my little journal, recording precious moments of my life, mostly with baby.

This blog will grow old with our relationship, i'll be recording what we did, & retracking these memories from this blog when we're old (:

Although baby & i were quarelling recently, but i still love him.

I hope he won't put Dota on top of me anymore, because he promised to quit Dota, when i've quit smoking.

I'm trying very hard & suffering now, fucking acting like a drug addict w/o drugs, i don't like.

I'll be restless, bad-tempered, & coughing or having flu everytime.

When i smell cigg, i'll be coughing like mad.

But i know i can do it, for baby.

He didn't expect too much, & allow me to be a social smoker, so perhaps i can let him to "social dota" too?

As long as he doesn't complains to me that he's tired, that's why don't want to come Yishun find me, but yet he's at home playing Dota & not sleeping, it's fine with me.

But most of the time, when he's playing Dota, he tends to ignore me completely.

I don't like!

Why are guys always treating their girlfriends like rubbish when they have Dota?!

Simoun told me how he'll treat his girlfriend when he's playing Dota, it's scary to how fierce & unreasonable guys can get when they're playing Dota.

Baby i hope you see this, & understand how i feel everytime.

I don't want to go to the extend of arguing because of Dota again..... :(

Baby & i are learning French online using translator.

So clever right? :D

We're communicating using simple French online.

SO COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL ;p

Je vous aime très beaucoup, bebe.

Je fais vraiment.

Vous m'aimez?

Ce n'est plus le même plus.
Je veux vous détester, mais je ne peux pas...
Savez-vous que vous avez changé ?
Je n'ai pas eu l'intention d'y faire un grand remue-ménage, mais je suis triste vraiment et me sens solitaire quelques ces jours.
Bien que soient hier notre deuxième mois, j'estime toujours que ce n'est pas vraiment complet.
Je ne sais pas vraiment que je dois faire.

I'm feeling pain all over my body cos' it's superrrrrrrr cold even though i'm wearing thick sweater.

I think i'm sick T.T

Even if you poke me lightly, i feel pain, very very very sharp pain.

And when i'm typing this, i feel pain on my fingers.

I feel faint, nauseous, tired, cold.

Someone please help me T.T

I still have work tmr and Sunday.

I don't want to fall sick pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

:(

I went for some sort of "shopping" at Lot 1 while waiting for baby to end work few days ago.

Then i saw this pair of shorts @ Cotton On, went to try it on, too loose.

Asked the person of there's smaller size or was that the smallest size already.

She said it's the smallest size they have, omg does that mean i'm not that fat already?

Wearing loose shorts make me look fat, as you can see.

I only bought 3 things, baby paid $70 for me, i only paid $20.

He gave me his card & asked me to shop more, fuckkkkkkkkkkk, why so good one.

But i didn't want to spend so much, i only used $20.

You have no idea how happy i was, because i haven't bought things for myself for quite a long period of time already.

Where has all my pay gone to?

I have no idea too, i don't see myself saving up, nor do i see the money to save.

Has been playing dota for quite sometime, i'm learning to master one hero first, the learn the others.

Yesterday evening played with AI, Jun Chen, his friends & Nicholas.

Hahhaha the two of them were my primary school mates, & we miraculously played dota together ytd.

This was just now, before my lunch.

My first killing spree all by myself :D

Not with some sort of people-pity-me-and-let-me-kill-them thing, like yesterday evening, Jun Chen stood there & let me kill him, without him doing that, i would never been able to get 2 kills cos' i've had 8 deaths, Nicholas, 24 deaths :/

3 seconds after my first own killing spree, the game ended.

What a short glory :(

I told baby this will be my last pack of cigg.

I hope so, because i've been telling him the same thing for the 3rd time.

I don't wish to disappoint him further.

SHINGZZZZ.